That was the day.
He stood out to me.
He looked into my eyes and dared me to look deeper into my soul.
He dared me to look deeper into my heart.
He dared me to be exactly what I wanted to be, instead of falling in line.
No, he wasn't a punk.
No, he wasn't an asshole.
He just was.

He didn't let me cry alone.
He didn't let me feel alone.
He is the one for me.
He saved me like he will never know.
He didn't second guess me, he trusted me from the start.
He knew I would never hurt him intentionally.
Unlike everyone else, he never gave up on me.
He wasn't like all the other guys.
He just was.

He doesn't make me cry.
He doesn't add to the pain.
He relieves me.
He is everything that I want to be.
He is everything that is special to me.
He can't change my past.
But he isn't like the others, he doesn't try to change my past.
He just understands.
He is the one I will never ever find.

;(...never is a long time.